A return

After two nights of no sleep due to thinking, (and coughing)  I've decided that the things that really matter to me are being around the people I love the most, being my friends and family.  I left Utah in search of something, and in that, I believe it is time to return home to find it.  I love New York and will always look upon this time in my life as a time of learning and discovering  things about myself. Coming here was something that I always wanted to do because I thought it was where I belonged.   I've made a life here, I life that I could call my own, I worked for my money and made my way around on my own.  Everyones journey is a different one, full of joy and sorrow, although mine has just begun, I have found that I need not travel alone, because to experience the loneliness of the soul, is the hardest thing in the world.  So why continue on this way.  I'm glad I left Utah, because now I will never wonder, "what if" because I know, not to say that I can never leave again, because chances are good that I will, but at this point in my life, all I need is right where I left it.